I'm feeling lonely.
And I probably will for the next 9 days.
Cause it's 9 days until I will see Toni again.
It feels like a ridiculously small amount of time and an eternity at the same time.
This place feels so empty, although there's four people here including me.
I will try to keep myself busy for the next 9 days.
Trying to keep my mind off how much I miss him and then maybe it won't hurt as much.
It still kind of scares me how much in love I am with him.