Friday, 28 February 2025

Squid Game S02

Finally we watched the second season! It wasn't as fantastic as the first season (when is it ever?), but it was still really good and the stakes seem higher even though the game is still mostly the same.

Can't believe Gi-hun really thought all the games would be the same as the last time around. How did it never occur to him that they'd switch it up so he wouldn't have any insights to share? But tbf I didn't see it coming that the boat's captain was part of the game so eeeeehhh...

I really enjoy a lot of the characters this time around and I hope more of them survive and it won't be like last time when Gi-hun walked out the only survivor.

Yet that riot at the end doesn't look promising for everyone's survival. Can't wait for the third season!!

Wednesday, 26 February 2025

From S01-03

We picked up this show on a whim because the trailer looked interesting and it turned out to be so good.

So the premise is that people seemingly randomly arrive to a town with surroundings that you can't leave. Once you're there you can't get out. If you try to drive out you'll somehow end up in a circle and right back in town where you started. During the night there are monsters that come out to eat you. They look just like smiling friendly people until you get close enough and then they're just monsters with too many teeth who'll disembowel you and eat your insides. Lovely stuff. 

The first season follows a newly arrived family and their issues with accepting that they can't leave all the while figuring out more about the place. The appointed sheriff, Boyd, has been in town for quite a while and is on a similar journey to find out how the place even functions. 

The second season follows in much the same vein and towards the end of it we found it has become pretty repetitive that every new thing they try is met with eventual failure. However, the third season is when shit goes down. Every single episode was a rollercoaster and that season finale... omfg. 

Just as with Resident Alien we found the show on Netflix, but Netflix only had the first two seasons so then we had to go on a quest to see if we could find the third season anywhere. We found it on a separate streaming service, provided by one of the ordinary TV broadcasters. Signed up and paid for a month to finish the show, only to find out that despite paying this streaming service has ad breaks several times through a single episode. It's just like TV ._.

Anyway, great show. Can't wait for season four :3

Tuesday, 14 January 2025

My Top 20 Most Played Games

1. The Elder Scrolls Online (~2500 hours)

2. The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim (1568 hours)

3. Dragon Age Inquistion (605 hours)

4. Immortal Diaries (353 hours)

5. Starfield (289 hours)

6. The Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion (281 hours)

7. Red Dead Redemption 2 (277 hours)

8. Assassin's Creed Valhalla (258 hours)

9. Merge Mansion (225 hours)
I enjoy idle gaming lol

10. Cyberpunk 2077 (220 hours)

11. Fallout 4 (207 hours)

12. Total War: Medieval II (201 hours)
The listed hours are actually mainly the Elder Scrolls overhaul mod... ^^; I played this extensively outside of Steam back in 2007/08 though!

13. Dragon Age Origins (200 hours)

14. Assassin's Creed Odyssey (192 hours)

15. Fallout 76 (176 hours)

16. Fire Emblem: Three Houses (175 hours)

17. Hogwarts Legacy (155 hours)

18. The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt (154 hours)

19. Mass Effect: Andromeda (139 hours)

20. Dragon Age 2 (128 hours)

Monday, 13 January 2025

I fractured my hand and watched shows for three weeks

On December 2nd I stumbled on the cobblestone streets, fell and landed on my hand, on my way home from work. It hurt but everything still worked so I shrugged it off, went home and went to sleep. Waking up in the afternoon it still hurt, but I could use it somewhat normally. Around noon on December 3rd I discovered that my entire hand was turning blue so I got on the bus to the hospital. 

At the hospital I find out there's a small fracture in one of the bones in the hand so I get my hand, fingers and all the way up to my elbow put into a cast. And I'm put on sick leave until January 6th. I've lost the use of my right arm and hand, unable to play games I spent the following three weeks watching TV shows.
  • I caught up on Grey's Anatomy, 1 season.
  • I caught up on Bridgerton, 2 seasons.
  • I caught up on The Crown, 2 seasons.
  • I watched all available seasons of C.B. Strike, 3 seasons
  • I caught up on Call the Midwife, 3 seasons
  • I watched six seasons of Supernatural
When the cast came off on December 23rd I was so fucking tired of watching TV, yet I continued a bit after the cast had come off because my hand got easily tired and achy at the beginning and I had these rehab exercises I had to do to rebuild muscles.

It was my first time breaking a bone and wearing a cast. Gj, me!


Thursday, 2 January 2025

Movies I watched in 2024

1. The Nun II (2023). This movie marked the point where we had completely caught up with the Conjuring universe. I actually liked this one better than the original Nun movie but they're both really good. Honestly the entire Conjuring universe is so good. 

2. Barbie (2023). Finally got to watch this movie! It was just as good as people said and just as corny as I expected. I really enjoyed it, although bf was less impressed. The whole speech about society's expectations on women was on point. 

3. Minority Report (2002). Movie I caught on TV while visiting my parents. I had never seen it before despite it being quite old by now. Not a fan of Tom Cruise but the premise of the movie was really cool. Not sure about that ending though.

4. The Tank (2023). Kiwi creature horror movie. Some couple buys an old house, which has an old water tank underneath it. Something lives in the tank, which they discover is the reason the house has been abandoned for decades. Something horrible happened there and the locals stay away. It was not great, but entertaining enough. The most annoying thing about it was that every time a flashlight was used the actors would shine it right into the camera so we'd get blinded every few minutes.

5. Zom 100: Bucketlist of the Dead (2023). Japanese post-apoc comedy based on an anime. The trailer looked fun so we decided to watch it and it was a wild ride from start to finish. Especially the zombie shark xD

6. The Shawshank Redemption (1994). This is a classic I've seen many times before, but I caught it on TV when visiting my parents and it's always a treat to watch. 

7. Deepwater Horizon (2016). Catastrophe movie based on true events that I also caught on TV at my parents'. As far as catastrophe movies go it was pretty alright. 

8. Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark (1981). I discovered that my bf had never watched Indiana Jones so of course I had to show them to him. The original is still the best one. 

9. Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom (1984). Same as above. This one is probably my least favourite, although I haven't seen the most recent one. We were both equally exasperated by the girl. 

10. Goonies (1985). When I discovered that bf had never seen Indiana Jones, he discovered I had never seen Goonies. So of course he had to show me it. This was great :D Kids adventure movies are always great if they can avoid being too camp and corny. 

11. The Meg (2018). A movie I had been curious about seeing for years, but never got around to. So now we finally did. A modern buffed up version of Jaws. 

12. Meg 2: The Trench (2023). After we had seen the first one we had to see the sequel. Even more buffed up Jaws. 

13. Evil Dead Rise (2023). Somehow I've never watched an Evil Dead movie before. I've seen clips, but never a full movie. Why do they have to be so gross? Like whyd o they have to vomit their guts out when they die? Other than that I had a really good time with this one. 

14. Karusell (2023). A Swedish horror movie which takes place on the amusement park Liseberg in Gothenburg. It was a classic slasher movie and pretty well made, with all the hints that a sequel could be possible. 

15. The Last Voyage of the Demeter (2023). This was on my radar throughout 2023 and then somehow I forgot about it, until a Discord server I'm in started talking about it and I remembered I wanted to watch it. In the Dracula novel this story is told via newspaper clippings. It's basically the story of how Dracula travelled to London via ship and how that ship came to be shipwrecked during a storm. When it was discovered the morning after the storm the ship's crew was all found to be long dead and the captain had tied himself to the wheel. A monstrous version of Dracula and it really tickled my fancy.

16. The Deliverance (2024). Random horror movie we found on Netflix. I was hoping for a good haunted house movie, but this wasn't it. 

17. Orion and the Dark (2024). An animated movie that was really very heartwarming and such a cosy watch. 

18. Damsel (2024). Dragons. Fantasy. Strong female lead. Action adventure movie with all of the mentioned qualities. It was a lot of fun to watch and I had a good time. 

19. Apostle (2018). Cult horror movie. Could have been good, but fell a bit short.

20. Office Invasion (2022). This movie was just crazy hilarious fun. 

21. The Bone Collector (1999). Another movie I caught on TV at my parents'. Retired detective who was rendered paraplegic at work is called in to help investigate a case. Really interesting thriller. 

22. How It Ends (2018). The name's gotta be ironic, because it doesn't. It's a catastrophe movie, but all of the cool things shown in the trailer happens in the last 15 minutes. The movie doesn't have a satisfying ending and just leaves a whole heap of loose threads. 

23. Dead Snow 2: Red vs. Dead (2014). Norwegian zombie movie. Several years ago we watched the first one and it was hilarious so when we discovered the sequel on one of our streaming services we had to watch it. This wasn't as good, but still it was so much fun. 

24. Konferensen (2023). Swedish horror movie based on a book I had previously read. So I knew who the killer was and what would happen. Yet it was still a very good movie and they kept a lot of the gory details intact (although some of it was changed). 

25. That Christmas (2024). Very heartwarming and cosy animated movie. All the feels.

26. The Christmas Chronicles (2018). This movie was so much fun. There was a lot of laughter to be had and just generally really good vibes. 

27. The Christmas Chronicles: Part Two (2020). The sequel wasn't as good as the original, but still there was a lot of good vibes and cosiness. 

28. The Holiday (2006). One of my favourite Christmas movies and one of few romantic movies I can stand. 

29. Home Alone (1990). Classic. A must-watch every Christmas season. 

30. Klaus (2019). An animated movie, but surprisingly serious. I really enjoyed this one. It's a tale about the origins of Santa Claus. 

31. Forrest Gump (1994). Another classic caught on TV at my parents' (I visited a lot last year). 

Monday, 30 December 2024

My last 5 books: Blood and magic

1. The Forgotten Beasts of Eld, by Patricia A. McKillip. I have never ever heard of this book, yet it's marketed as a classic. It read like an old tale, sort of stilted and very proper language. The characters felt unfinished to me like their motivations and personalities weren't properly executed. They were more like embodiments of tropes or storytelling stereotypes rather than people, and I didn't actually care for any of them. The ending seemed like a fairytale ending; after the climax of the story and all that fighting and the conflicts people were just happy together again. This book didn't make me feel anything.





2. The Sea of Monsters, by Rick Riordan. This second Percy Jackson book was really cool and promises even more cool things to come! I like how he made use of the mythology surrounding the Bermuda Triangle in this book, as well as introducing Cyclopses and Hippocampi. If they weren't just kids I'd totally ship Percy with Annabeth. Tyson is really, really sweet and I liked how Percy finally accepted him and took him fully under his wing rather than treating him like some useful but annoying appendix. And omg I want to punch Clarisse. She's so stupid she makes me inwardly groan. I'm excited for the next one!




3. Broken Homes, by Ben Aaronovitch. The fourth Rivers of London book and I feel like barely anything at all happened until the last few pages. Most of the book was speculation and surveillance without much coming from it until the very last minute and then we get a revelation of a traitor, with the traitor having had a huge signpost above their head since around the middle of the book. There was no surprise involved in the revelation. Part of me wants to drop this series, but another part of me clings to it because I find it funny with the modern references to well-known fantasy and sci-fi books, although there's getting to be less of that with each installment. 



4. Konferensen, av Mats Strandberg. Det är alldeles för länge sen jag läste nånting på svenska. Jag gillade Färjan skarpt, men Hemmet var en besvikelse, så jag började läsa Konferensen med blandade förväntningar. Den visade sig dock bli en bok som jag hade svårt att lägga ifrån mig och läste ut på två dagar. Under flera scener i boken satt jag och halvblundade mot alla blodiga beskrivningar som om jag såg på en skräckfilm. Under scenerna där Jonas blir halvt skalperad och senare får skalpen helt avsliten fick jag tvinga mig att inte gny högt. Alla karaktärerna gjorde mig smått förbannad samtidigt som de var otroligt igenkänningsbara och så fruktansvärt svenska. För tio år sen hade jag inte känt igen mig lika mycket men nu satt jag där och kände att jag personligen hade träffat variationer av alla dessa karaktärer på riktigt i arbetssammanhang genom åren. Denna bok blev helt klart en av höjdpunkterna det här året.

5. The Uninvited, by Dorothy Macardle. After having had a bit of success with gothic ghost stories I was looking forward to reading another one. I had previously watched the old black and white movie based on this book and enjoyed it so I was hoping to enjoy the book as well. It starts off good enough and I was excited for the plot to really get going, except it didn't. Not really. There were some ghostly things going on and then some piecing together of the story, while the male main character was infuriatingly logical about the whole thing because forbid a man to act emotionally even when faced with proof of the supernatural. Also the whole lovestory grossed me out. Roderick calls Stella a child throughout the entire book, even after halfway when he suddenly decides he's in love with her, he keeps calling her child. I suppose it acts as an old-time endearment, but why keep using it after they find out Stella isn't as young as her grandfather wants her to appear. Stop calling the woman you love a child. The book started off great, seemed to lose the plot halfway through, and never really recovered. 

Monday, 25 November 2024

Game completed: Dragon Age The Veilguard

To say I was excited for this game is an understatement. Ten years I've waited for this game! In 2022 I replated DAO and DA2 and this year I replayed DAI as preparation for this game's release. 

As usual I refrained from watching anything but the initial showcase. I wanted to go in as blind as possible while still having a hum of what I could expect. So let's dive in. I'll put all the story stuff and spoilers at the end and warn beforehand. At the start it will just be gameplay, mechanics and technicals.

The game is so beautiful I hardly knew what to do with myself but stop and stare every few steps. 

I've heard a lot of good about the character creator, but I struggled a bit with it. Felt like no matter what I tried my Rook looked old and tired with sallow skin and a man jaw. But I figured it out eventually and ended up with a cute little redhead. 

However it happened more than once that I'd load up the game and the Rook the game loaded up was the character preset and not the one I had spent most of an hour creating. Most of the time I just had to reload the save again to get my Rook in, but sometimes I had to reload five or six different times, which sucked some of the joy out of me because even installed on a SSD the load times were sometimes stupid long. I checked the Steam discussions on this and found many people had the same problem with a character preset being loaded in place of their OC. One suggestion was to go to the mirror and your Rook would be saved or you could redo it. Nobody with the issue was keen on redoing their Rook every time they started up the game and at least one person even said that going to the mirror broke all their saves... So I stuck with reloading until the game loaded correctly. 

My playthrough took 66½ hours and I CTDd twice in that time. First time I got a warning saying something about my GPU. I knew it had been on the absolute verge of being too weak so I lowered the graphics from Ultra to High after this. Game was still insanely pretty so it didn't bother me. The second CTD happened without any popups or warnings or anything. Just boom straight to desktop. 

Another slight annoyance was how long it took the game to load up environments and every time I entered a new zone the game would stutter for a bit before everything was properly loaded. I figured it was my GPU again, but found that people with 4060s also experienced stuttering so maybe the game just isn't properly optimized. 

These few technical annoyances aside I had a really great time with the game. I played as rogue and I enjoyed the fact that Veilguard doesn't lock your rogue into either bow or daggers. You can use both, although you'll probably end up speccing in favour of one of them. I mainly used my daggers, but the bow was great when I didn't want to run across the entire battlefield or to reach things at a distance. I ended up using both quite often. 

Combat was fast and reactive as rogue. Blocks had to be perfectly timed and lots of dodging and fast reactions. I enjoyed that I didn't have to babysit my companions through combat anymore and regardless of class they could all help with healing and buffs. It made for a fun combat experience. I also enjoyed how they all encouraged each other and Rook when they made a cool move or got a kill. Such team spirit :3

The Veilguard is more in line with Origins and 2 when it comes to level design. You have a handful of zones you can go to and that you'll keep coming back to, but you gain access to more of each zone as the story progresses. Some parts will be blocked to you when you first get there, but as you do more quests you'll discover more things, more loot, more collectables (although there isn't much of that and all the collectables have a game mechanic purpose). Throughout the whole game I had such strong Origins and 2 vibes. 

The preparatory stages reminded me a lot about Mass Effect 3, where you spend time and resources to improve the strength of each faction. And you'll want to have them all at their best, in true Bioware fashion. 

Before I go into the story and spoilers I want to address the accusations of "too much woke" in this game. Aside from one character you have to really go look for it. It isn't thrown in your face. Yes, the character creator has options for upper surgery and bulge regardless of gender, but just because those options exist it doesn't force you to use them. Cyberpunk2077 had those same options. As for that one character, yes they talk about it because it's important to them. I saw a comparison with Dorian from DAI and they complained about how Dorian's entire character was just him being gay and how this was similar. But honestly, Dorian's quest, while political, is all about him healing from and overcoming trauma. His father tried to change him with blood magic ffs! That sort of thing will linger and become part of your character whether you want it to or not. When it comes to the character in Veilguard their entire story is about them finding themselves and understanding who they are, and honestly? Their whole arc is handled better than that god awful conversation with Krem in DAI. Let's not forget that Dragon Age has always been progressive with the LGBTQ stuff. Back when DAO was new it was progressive that they had gay and bi companions and relationships. DAI had an openly trans character. I'm not at all surprised by this development for the Veilguard, and I don't mind it. 

Now let's head into the story. 

THERE WILL BE SPOILERS FROM THIS POINT ON. DON'T SAY I DIDN'T WARN YOU.

The game picks up from where Inquistion left off, but it's been ten years. Varric and Harding have recruited Rook and chased after Solas all over Thedas. The very first part of the game is the same part shown in the very first showcase. It's a bombastic start to the game and it really got my excitement up for what was to come. 

The part where I had to choose between Treviso and Minrathous took me by surprise with how early in the game it happened. I saved Treviso and spent the rest of the game apologizing to Neve and trying everything in my power to make her like me again. I succeeded, but every time Neve brought up the situation in Minrathous in conversation I apologized, and kept apologizing ^^; 

Lucanis stole my heart from the start, but when I was on the outing with Emmrich to light candles for the dead he tugged at my heartstrings enough that I started flirting with him too. Way later when Emmrich dropped the bomb about him wanting to become a lich I suddenly found myself needing to choose between him and Lucanis. I couldn't vibe with my boyfriend being a lich so I declined and continued chasing after Lucanis instead. It was all for the best though. Emmrich and Strife make a really cute couple :3 After Lucanis gets with Rook and Emmrich is dating Strife, those two have the best banter. 

Taash is very young. She's immature and juvenile and she's still working on growing up, which is so clear from all the interactions with her mother and the other companions. She mellows out once she finds herself and it's amazing to see. At the start I thought Taash would be the one who annoyed me the most, but it ended up being Bellara. She's so bubbly and talks with such forced positivity all the time that she just comes across as incredibly fake to me. Yes, I completed her questline, but aside from the serious or sad moments she's always so... much. She's too much. 

With all the Warden and Blight stuff going on I had hoped to see some old characters make a return. I get why they didn't include the ones who could be left in the Fade in DAI, but there are a whole bunch of others. I'd love to see Nathaniel again for example, or since they included choices from DAI in starting the game they could've included whether Blackwall was made Warden and had him play a role if he was. Defeating the demon of Unending Despair in the Wetlands and then gifting it flowers once you complete the Wetlands questline was a really neat thing. Turn Despair into Hope by providing proof that life endures no matter what. 

I loved Treviso and Arlathan. Any excuse to go to either of those zones was fine with me. I could just stare at the scenery for ages. 

There was way too little romance :P

I loved seeing Dorian, Maevaris, Morrigan, and the Inquisitor again. I liked how the game referenced the books and the comics. Although Morrigan never mentions the Well she describes how she came to be Mythal. She references the events of her companion quest in DAO even. Great callback. Mythal is splintered to hell, poor girl. I hated remaking my Inquisitor in the character creator. No matter what I did she looked old and tired, and my last quizzy had really pale blonde hair and that option wasn't even available. At least I could give her Fade Breach green eyes. 

The reveal about Varric broke my heart, but it made me think back to every single instance with him only to realise the truth, like the first time watching The Sixth Sense.

The final fight against Ghilan'nain took me by surprise. Even with all the vibes from the ME2 suicide mission I didn't think anyone would actually die. Not with how prepared I was. Everything and everyone maxed out. Poor Neve went through so much. First she loses her home when the archdemon attacks Minrathous, then she gets taken by Elgar'nan and blighted. She's so strong. I love her. Next time I'll save Minrathous for you. 

As for the main story I love how it all ties together from the very start. I've seen some complaints that Veilguard retconned Solas' character and ruined established lore with him as the villain, but... they didn't. Even in DAO Fen'Harel is described in stories as the trickster god who fought a rebellion against the Evanuris. He's used as a boogeyman byt he Dalish to scare kids into doing their chores and being obedient. And that's pretty much the same thing throughout 2. However, in 2 Flemeth hints to being something much older. In DAI we find out that Solas is the Dread Wolf and he created the Veil to imprison the gods in the Fade and now he wants to bring down the Veil, which was an accident, and return the world to how it used to be in ancient times. That fits with the god leading a rebellion - imprisoning the gods. But when he tries in the very beginning of Veilguard he accidentally lets out two of the Evanuris - Ghilan'nain and Elgar'nan, and as the story goes on we find out that Fen'Harel fought his rebellion over millennia but he could never win so imprisoning them was a last desperate measure. He still wants to bring down the Veil, which will destroy the world as we know it and he justifies it with "People always die! It's what they do!" and that when the survivors see the beauty of the old world they'll understand. He's still that villain. But Solas' villainry seems a bit less urgent when two other gods are attempting to enslave all the mortal races and cover the world in blight. So Solas becomes a temporary ally - the enemy of my enemy is my friend etc. He backstabs us at least once and ultimately the only one who can talk him down from destroying the world is... Mythal. The one he did everything for to begin with. It fits. It's poetic. I like it. 

As for the mind-blowing pieces:
• The original elves, the Evanuris, were spirits. They stole lyrium to make their bodies, which created a war with the Titans whose lifesblood is lyrium, which ultimately ended with the Titans losing everything, including their connection to the Fade and their ability to dream. Which is why the dwarves can't dream, can't use magic because magic comes from the Fade, are the only ones who can mine lyrium safely, and who can feel the stone in their guts and hear it sing. They came from the Titans.
• The blight that exists in the world is only a teeny-tiny piece of the real thing which is also imprisoned in the Fade. This is what Ghilan'nain and Eglar'nan wants to bring into the world. All of the blight. They brought more with them when they escaped and Ghilan'nain molds it into whatever she wishes, using it as a tool of creation. In DAO we can see on the in-game map how it blackens as the Blight spreads from Ostagar and north. The Inquisitor's letters describe how the blight loosened into the world has blackened most of Ferelden. We can see it ourselves in the Hossberg Wetlands. But the blight boils are new and the darkspawn are different, courtesy of Ghilan'nain. 
• Solas didn't want to take on corporeal form, but he did it for Mythal. When she joined the Evanuris he betrayed her, but when he found out about the Big Blight and how the Evanuris wanted to use it, he returned to Mythal to ask for her help. She confronted the Evanuris, and they killed her. He did everything for Mythal. He fought for Mythal, and in the end only Mythal could make him stop. 
• The tablet from the First Invasion of the Qunari mentions fleeing from the Devouring Storm, and there were spread mentions throughout the game of things beyond the sea and wanting to find out what it was, if other places suffered the same kind of things as Thedas. Blight? Elves? Evanuris? Could the Devouring Storm be Blight? Were the First Invasion not actually invading, but fleeing from the Blight? Are we getting more than Thedas in a future DA game?
• Harding brings up the Andrastian faith when you watch Solas' memories. That the Maker created the Golden City, but Solas' memories confirms it was the Evanuris, and Elgar'nan calls himself "the creator of this world" just before the final fight. Elgar'nan is the Maker :3 I can genuinely see how Solas awoke to find the world a frustrating and broken mess. Everyone got everything so wrong xD
• The Secret Ending which you get post-credits if you've found the three mysterious orbs in-game references all of the previous DA games ending with "We come". The Blight seems to be concious. Is it the Blight? Or more gods, like the old gods of Tevinter? Or... the magisters who blackened the Golden City? Corypheus was only one of them. Could I please get a callback to the Architect, pretty please?

Monday, 11 November 2024

Digging myself deeper into the Elder Scrolls hole

It's been pretty quiet over here for most of the year and it's mainly been due to the hole I've been digging since July 2023. 

Let me start from the beginning. Since early 2021 I've been part of the r/Skyrim discord server and since 2022 I've been a moderator there. The server has hosted lore tests since forever, and while the lore test has been reworked and remodeled several times over the years sicne the server's inception in 2016, the main purpose of the test in recent years has been to pass it to get a role which will show you as a knower of the lore. The Elder Scrolls lore.

Anyone who has poked beyond the game's story varnish of any Elder Scrolls game has glimpsed the expansive behind the scenes of the games. TES lore is huge.

In July 2023 I decided I wanted to learn so I started to study a bit, reading the books, taking notes, observing lore discussions on discord, listening to podcasts and watching (vetted) Youtubers. 

But that also meant I immersed myself completely into The Elder Scrolls. I finally got around to play The Elder Scrolls: Blades, I picked up The Elder Scrolls: Castles as soon as it dropped in Sweden in early February this year, I started a new character in The Elder Scrolls Online and replayed all the content from the beginning to the most recent chapter, and I started a new playthrough of Skyrim.

When I wasn't playing Elder Scrolls, I was watching or reading Elder Scrolls. 

In March of this year I attempted the lore test for the first time, and while I did pretty well I didn't pass. Thursday last week I attempted it again and this time I passed :D 

I still have lots to learn, but hopefully the obsessiveness will pass a bit now :P 

Great timing for all of this when it's Elder Scrolls' 30th anniversary and ESO's 10th anniversary :3

There'll be lots more TES coming xD

Monday, 4 November 2024

The Good Place

For the past month we've been watching this show and it's been a wild ride. About four people and their struggles in the afterlife. 

It's been a lot of fun and we both just adore Jason. 

In my opinion the first two seasons were the best. The third got a bit off track, only for the fourth season to bring it back. The ending was very final but also very fitting. It was sad, but I liked it. 

It's pretty hard to say anything at all about this show without spoiling the plot, but it's a fun show, with great characters and a good story. You should watch it!

Saturday, 28 September 2024

Alice in Borderland S02

This is long overdue. The second season released in December 2022 and we've just been putting it off regardless of how much we enjoyed the first season. 

But we finally watched it! And it was amazing!

That last game was *chef's kiss*.

And yet they still don't know why or how this whole thing happened. But it looks like we have another season coming!

Arisu and Usagi finally got their shit together ♥ Chishiya is still my favourite character ♥

Thursday, 12 September 2024

Resident Alien S01

We wanted something to laugh at and this seemed fun from the trailer so we picked it up.

It was really great and we both liked it although it turned a lot more serious than we initially thought it would be from the goofiness of the first couple episodes.

It's about an alien who comes to Earth with a mission, but his ship crashes and he is forced to assimilate while he tries to find his device and make his ship functional. There's a lot of crazy happening while he tries to learn to be human.

When the first season finished we looked up whether there was more and found that season 2 and 3 in Sweden are exclusively on the streaming service of a ISP that we don't have :C 

Honestly, genuinely, fuck exclusives. 

The show is great though. Watch it!

Monday, 2 September 2024

The Umbrella Academy S04

Last season of The Umbrella Academy and as great as it was to see the characters have their own lives and struggle in their own ways with the mundanity of being without their powers it makes for a very underwhelming start to the season. 

My favourite episode this season is probably the one where Lila and Five are lost in the subway.

Jean and Gene were highlights of this season (also known as Ron and Tammy lol).

The ending of the season (and the entire show) left a lot to be desired, and I've heard even the actors didn't like it, but that it was due to Netflix shortening it so they scrambled to rewrite and make a final ending. So it wasn't supposed to be this way, dammit.

Sunday, 1 September 2024

Dealing with backlog: Evil West

This has been a long time coming. Once we finished Redfall back in May, we chose Evil West as our next co-op game. It's vampires meet the wild west with definite weird science and gothic noir vibes and I love the aesthetic and general vibe.

Unfortunately the gameplay aspect seemed haphazard and the co-op aspect seemed like a last-minute addition without much thought to it. 

The haphazard feeling came mainly from the key bindings, which was probably intended for a controller, but even then I feel like it'd be too many buttons to keep track of. Why not just have a weapon wheel and 1,2,3,4 for abilities? Instead pressing X for this, Y for this, Z for this, F for this, R for this, Q for this. Click 1 for this weapon, click 1 again to switch to this other weapon. It was confusing af to keep track of with the result that we ended up mostly using the same 2-3 things all the time because it was what we could each remember how to use. 

And why we got the feeling that co-op was a last-minute addition? Because we were both playing the same dude. Only the host gets gameplay progression. And the game literally doesn't allow you to explore without the other person tagging along behind you.

For generic enemies the game went with the tactic that "more advanced means more HP" which in reality meant that higher tier enemies were supreme bullet sponges and tedious to fight. 

Why does the game tell me what I missed in each chapter if it isn't going to let me go back and replay that chapter in an attempt to find what I missed?

The boss fights were all really cool, though! The fight against William especially. All of the boss fights required tactics and figuring out mechanics, which was a nice pace from "dodge when it charges and hit it when it doesn't".


The story was pretty generic as far as vampire stories go. Enslave humanity, blot out the sun. The usual. But the different varieties of vampires and how they were made were really interesting. Some of them were very wtf.

I got a bug towards the end where every time I opened the skill perk menu the game sound would vanish and when I exited the skill perk menu the game would lag and stutter considerably until it simply crashed to main menu, where I still had no game sound. I needed to restart the entire game to get game sound back, and yet the same thing would happen every time I opened the skill perk menu. To the point where I didn't dare to assign my new perks until we were safely behind an autosave. Because there's only autosave, you can't save manually at all.

So all in all, amazing vibes, poor execution.

Monday, 26 August 2024

Sweet Tooth S03

The very last season of Sweet Tooth with so many questions left to be answered. What happened in that cave? Where did the hybrids come from? Will they reverse it?  Where did the virus come from? Will humanity survive? Who's the caribou man? Will Gus make it to Alaska?

And all of those questions got answers in the end. Although I didn't particularly like the end, it became clear well before we got there that it was the only viable option.

I spent the entire season feeling sorry for the wolves. They are this season's reminder of "Monsters aren't born, they're made".

I was so disappointed that the super power Gus seemed to have had in the first season where he could affect wildlife was never mentioned again. Like I imagined a herd of caribou or something to come charging when he screamed during the last fight. And there was nothing.

Still, it's been a nice ride. Good show until that ending.